I want you first to check out that picture attached dito sa note.
Now when you’ve seen that old owner-type jeep, I want you to look carefully at the roof. No, there ain’t no ghost 😛
At the roof of the jeep, I lie there almost every night. Then I watch the stars. Then, pray.
Tonight’s night sky displayed more stars than the other night’s night-sky. They are also more vivid. They are also, more enlightening. They are better than the blinking lights on our Christmas tree. Their beauty can’t be matched by fireworks. The cold and gentle wind rushed and met my face and my whole body. The leaves from the branches from the neighborhood tree tickled my ears. I can almost neglect the annoying mosquitoes. I can almost forget about everything. Including my worries. My problems. My mistakes.
An idea was shot to my mind – to take a picture of the wondrous beauty of the night-sky. I quickly jumped off that car roof and rushed to get the camera. I took a picture of the night-sky, but was so disappointed since the only light I saw was that of Venus (yes, I adjusted everything in the camera already). I thought that maybe, this masterpiece was meant for only me to see. And I thought that I must be so special.
I suddenly had a desire to have her beside me to watch the night sky with me. It would be so romantic. If she doesn’t mind the mosquitoes, that is.
Then it just came to me that December 25 is just days away. And another worry came to me: the presents! I don’t have enough money! I tilted my head and looked at the three linear stars from Orion and whispered, “Oh God. I know it’s a very common problem, and I know millions are having the same problem, but would You please at least remind me to be thrifty this week? And also, bless me and my family, in Jesus’ name Amen.”
Yes. Whenever I encounter a financial problem, I pray. That may seem unlikely for me, but I do it. And if I don’t, I’d be constantly worrying about how and where to get money (as if I have mouths to feed), (and as if, my allowance isn’t the only source of money I have). Then I spent a couple of minutes budgeting the possibilities.
I looked at the night sky again and saw that more stars appeared and they seemed to be more vivid than ever. Again, I cast off my worry and admire the stars, and feel the cold December wind.
I went inside my room, (darn mosquitoes), and realized that I’ve been lying in that roof for only more than an hour. It made me think, because I thought I was lying there for more than that.
Since I felt the urge to share that moment, I typed this and tagged you, hoping that this is worth your time 🙂